I don't know!!!!!!!!!!! =.=

是我太猖狂？？

Once words are out, they could never been taken back. Never thought that my simple whine would cause so many trouble. I felt real sorry. Nobody would know what i am thinking, coz even me myself are confused. what happened? So stressed up recently. Tis sem should be one relaxing one. but i don't know why. WHY?! I'm stressful. I'm almost worn out. I felt like exploding. I couldn't control my emotion. I'm just being emotional! Where are all my EQs?!! Sometimes, i really do felt helpless! Luckily this time, she's there for me. Even thou i've hurt her. Even thou i made her cry. Even thou... I felt real real bad.. So sorry and the same time so thankful. Loved her so much, and will love her even more!! :S

Life's boring, life's meaningless.. As of all, Life sucks!!
lol.. pathetic. Nvr thought i would be this helpless.. really gone out of ma mind.. wat to do? now the only thing is to focus on studies i guess.. hehe.

There's nothing i could do. I could only watch you, as if i'm a fool.
Never understands what you're thinking.
but so what. To face the fact, or even to face you, i'm losing my guts. I dont know how, and dont know why. Time to let go i guess. If i could only be more brave, expressing myself the way i wanted to. It could be different. All the if, will never ever change things.

Is this life?

After so many years of living, i finally woke up... Year 2010 is an interesting year. I'm born in 1990, I'm awakened in 2010. 20 years of life is just like a dream - So carefree, stress-less. Started to know wat pain reli is.. Problems arises.. Cracking brain to find solution for the problems.. of all, i think i better start to re-arrange myself. Change my point of view for everything. Transform to a better me. Change my way of doing things. I hope i could really cope. With all the changes around me, i kinda hate myself now. I hate the way i'm thinking me. I hate my laziness. I felt miserable.

Thanks to my brotha, i could get thru all the tough times. It's time for me to grow!

不眠之夜。。

我想。。 我真的真的喜欢上她了。。 被无视了一夜，心里还真的很乱。。 脑海浮现的除了她 也还是她。。 怎么办。。 我 想她， 念她，还有那很多很多 的， 我也不知怎么形容！！ 唉， 希望明天会更加的美好吧。。

我想她应该不会发现这里吧。。 我真的不知道，到底如何道歉，我的道歉。。 总是那么的没诚意。。 我难道就这么虚假吗？ 人与人之间的相处，我真的 越来越不明白。。 不明的是， 我到底何时开始，不再那么的勇敢，开始把自己慢慢的封闭了起来。。 脸上的微笑，不知不觉地减少了。。 我到底怎么了，就快崩溃了。。 在这一夜里，我试着什么都不去想，看来 把脑袋空白着，也是一种学问。。这一门学问，我还得慢慢的去学习。。

给未来的我。。 对每个人，付出自己最真诚的， 不要害怕，也不要再顾虑了。。 为了美好的明天而期待，不要再为昨天的无知而沮丧， 为每天的明天更加努力的活着!!

U spin my head`~

Having headaches for few days already, i duno wat happened, it jus so suddenly..
TIs headaches makes life somewhat miserable! nvr tot tat a simple headache will cause trouble.. = ="

~Percy Jackson & the Lightning thief~ kinda nice show to watch, but not so nice to watch it from the 2nd row of the seat in the cinema.. @@ Really spinning my head when it comes to the fast scene.. haha.. anyway, enjoy watching the movie also..

Kinda nice lesson learnt today. BURBERRY.. i shall remember tis brand from now onwards i guess.. hahaha.. the brand names somehow hard to be remembered by me.. i jus duno why and how. waahahaha.. :P start learning from now! i hope is nvr been too late thou..

test is coming up so soon.. i have confident and at the same time dont have confident to face the test.. why why why and how how how```~~~ TT

p/s: should i or should i not trigger the "switch".. i sometimes reli felt lost.. i duno wat to do, and the worse thing is i duno who to ask or to talk to.. i hope i could hav the courage to face tis thing soon.. =P cheers`!