KeN's BloG

2011-01-08T16:25:00.001+08:00

I don't know!!!!!!!!!!! =.=

是我太猖狂？？

2010-11-18T23:55:00.002+08:00

Once words are out, they could never been taken back. Never thought that my simple whine would cause so many trouble. I felt real sorry. Nobody would know what i am thinking, coz even me myself are confused. what happened? So stressed up recently. Tis sem should be one relaxing one. but i don't know why. WHY?! I'm stressful. I'm almost worn out. I felt like exploding. I couldn't control my emotion. I'm just being emotional! Where are all my EQs?!! Sometimes, i really do felt helpless! Luckily this time, she's there for me. Even thou i've hurt her. Even thou i made her cry. Even thou... I felt real real bad.. So sorry and the same time so thankful. Loved her so much, and will love her even more!! :S

2010-06-08T01:17:00.001+08:00

Life's boring, life's meaningless.. As of all, Life sucks!!
lol.. pathetic. Nvr thought i would be this helpless.. really gone out of ma mind.. wat to do? now the only thing is to focus on studies i guess.. hehe.

2010-05-22T03:03:00.003+08:00

There's nothing i could do. I could only watch you, as if i'm a fool.
Never understands what you're thinking.
but so what. To face the fact, or even to face you, i'm losing my guts. I dont know how, and dont know why. Time to let go i guess. If i could only be more brave, expressing myself the way i wanted to. It could be different. All the if, will never ever change things.

Is this life?

2010-04-10T12:01:00.003+08:00

After so many years of living, i finally woke up... Year 2010 is an interesting year. I'm born in 1990, I'm awakened in 2010. 20 years of life is just like a dream - So carefree, stress-less. Started to know wat pain reli is.. Problems arises.. Cracking brain to find solution for the problems.. of all, i think i better start to re-arrange myself. Change my point of view for everything. Transform to a better me. Change my way of doing things. I hope i could really cope. With all the changes around me, i kinda hate myself now. I hate the way i'm thinking me. I hate my laziness. I felt miserable.

Thanks to my brotha, i could get thru all the tough times. It's time for me to grow!

不眠之夜。。

2010-03-01T02:28:00.002+08:00

我想。。我真的真的喜欢上她了。。被无视了一夜，心里还真的很乱。。脑海浮现的除了她也还是她。。怎么办。。我想她，念她，还有那很多很多的，我也不知怎么形容！！唉，希望明天会更加的美好吧。。

我想她应该不会发现这里吧。。我真的不知道，到底如何道歉，我的道歉。。总是那么的没诚意。。我难道就这么虚假吗？人与人之间的相处，我真的越来越不明白。。不明的是，我到底何时开始，不再那么的勇敢，开始把自己慢慢的封闭了起来。。脸上的微笑，不知不觉地减少了。。我到底怎么了，就快崩溃了。。在这一夜里，我试着什么都不去想，看来把脑袋空白着，也是一种学问。。这一门学问，我还得慢慢的去学习。。

给未来的我。。对每个人，付出自己最真诚的，不要害怕，也不要再顾虑了。。为了美好的明天而期待，不要再为昨天的无知而沮丧，为每天的明天更加努力的活着!!

U spin my head`~

2010-02-25T00:32:00.002+08:00

Having headaches for few days already, i duno wat happened, it jus so suddenly..
TIs headaches makes life somewhat miserable! nvr tot tat a simple headache will cause trouble.. = ="

~Percy Jackson & the Lightning thief~ kinda nice show to watch, but not so nice to watch it from the 2nd row of the seat in the cinema.. @@ Really spinning my head when it comes to the fast scene.. haha.. anyway, enjoy watching the movie also..

Kinda nice lesson learnt today. BURBERRY.. i shall remember tis brand from now onwards i guess.. hahaha.. the brand names somehow hard to be remembered by me.. i jus duno why and how. waahahaha.. :P start learning from now! i hope is nvr been too late thou..

test is coming up so soon.. i have confident and at the same time dont have confident to face the test.. why why why and how how how```~~~ TT

p/s: should i or should i not trigger the "switch".. i sometimes reli felt lost.. i duno wat to do, and the worse thing is i duno who to ask or to talk to.. i hope i could hav the courage to face tis thing soon.. =P cheers`!

世界变了？

2010-02-05T00:11:00.004+08:00

到底是世界在变，还是人们在变？

千变万化，四周一直在变，自己也不停地变。。
自己的变化，叫成长。。
成长，因为四周的事物一直不停地改变着。。好的，不好的，都只好默默地接受。
能够掌握的是未来。只有一直努力，才能真的掌握好未来。未来事无形的，可以是那么渺茫，也可以是那么有希望。。
这一切的一切，都是因人而异，所以才说，未来是自己能够掌握的。只要相信，再加上努力，未来都是充满着希望，只得被期待的。。

2010-01-25T20:38:00.000+08:00

对自己越来越陌生了。。我知道我是谁吗？？我自己要什么也不清楚。。只有一个字！烦！！！！

2010-01-25T03:21:00.000+08:00

一个全新的开始。。。我准备好了吗？？

random again.. haha

2010-01-03T23:50:00.001+08:00

当你渐渐地离我而去，我的世界的彩色也渐渐地消逝。。

tis verse, i duno whether is it correct, jus thought of it out of da blue~ hehe

Welcome 2010

2010-01-01T23:10:00.002+08:00

2009 is officially over!! A whole new year is up.. What about life? How will my life change throughout 2010?

5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1..

2009-12-21T21:08:00.002+08:00

Festive Season!!! YEah.. Christmas is coming and 2009 is gonna over soon~
What i've done throughout the year??
Hmm.. Study + Play.. wahahaha.. seems like i din really appreciate 2009..
I shall. i shall. i shall! Get a hold of myself and live out 2010..!! can i do it?!

random random

2009-12-18T00:43:00.002+08:00

so i see people at different point of time could be very different..\
i could be blur at some point of time n yet clear too..

The beauty of life.. what's about it actually??
For wat i have been experiencing, i think tat for life to be beautiful, it's not all about play after all.. All play but no work makes jack a dumb boy? i guess there's a proverb tat sounded like tat. I think i'm getting a little frustrated with myself lately. To some extend, i sometimes thinks myself as a failure? perhaps it's true. i've not been living my life seriously since duno when. guess it's time for me to really think and take action. where's my guardian angel when i need it~
The beauty of life... i wanna know more about life. what's life without love, what's life without work, what's life without play.. What's life actually? Not long ago, some ppl even call me a lifeless ppl.. So how is it to be not lifeless? Confused! So confused! I want to see, to feel the beauty of life. where can i find it? how could i find it? what shud i do??

I dun think i had too much of a burden to start with. where's my source of pressure? O.o sometimes i somehow feels like.. like.. well i have no words for tat.. Emotion control seems to gets harder each day. im living almost like a crazy guy. is it tat my EQ is dropping day by day? probably i guess. its tough. life's tough for me. i know i shud think positively, or shud i see things in a different perspective? yaya.. mayb it shall be done tat way. i shud start to change. it's stil tough. i think i need to start to think and think.

i dun reli know where or how to start off tis change of life. but i shall try it somehow rather. it's time for me to reli start living my life, i cannot say to the fullest yet, but to live in a better way. i hope tis time i could really do it. i duno, but i hope. or rather, i MUST!

TO KeN: The greatest failure in life is not participating 100%!!!!

tat reminds me of the camp i've been some time ago. it's a motivating camp i can say. mostly about transforming lives. i wonder how are my frens doin in their lives now. i missed the past. and i put hope in the future. wat about now? wat shud i do to make my future bright.

"You've been looking at the rear mirror, it's time for you to look forward and move on"
Quoted from the movie LOVE HAPPENS
i personally thinks tat tis phrase is meaningful. i love tis phrase. \

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傻瓜。。是我！！

2009-12-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

我怎么了。。最近总是魂不守舍，不知道自己在做什么。。
我这算是什么状态？？感觉好彷徨无助！！！

emo?

2009-12-10T20:12:00.002+08:00

压抑着的心情，无法释放出来。。我好想好想与你一起，到那辽阔的大海，投入它的怀抱里 =）

Out Of da Blue

2009-12-10T12:30:00.001+08:00

伤离别
离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

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离别就为了那重逢，
那重逢又是为了什么呢？

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waahahaha.. i dun understand wat m i writing also.. lolx

2009-12-03T18:36:00.001+08:00

只要她开心，我就很幸福了。。

*Credits to Ah Hao*

Thre's wat im thinking @@

Random post from anonymous

2009-12-01T18:52:00.001+08:00

没有你的夜晚，我有如那没星星陪伴着的月亮，无比的寂寞。。

haha.. tot of tis some time ago.. pretty emo.. lol~

Words of da Day

2009-11-19T00:42:00.001+08:00

Procrastination is the thief of time.. >_<

2009-11-18T10:25:00.003+08:00

Chill out~ wat u yelling for??

tis is one good lyrics from avril lavigne..

Perhaps i made things much more complicated~ @@
I shall change my way of thinking~!

...

2009-11-16T00:19:00.000+08:00

It's back!! My temper is back..
Damn it! Y am i so hot-tempered..
i Did the wrong thing.. wat i need to do to make it right?
T.T

Life?

2009-10-27T04:58:00.001+08:00

Different ppl lead different life.. wat life m i leading now??

Lost?

2009-10-27T01:58:00.003+08:00

Im so lost...

Lost

2009-10-27T01:58:00.001+08:00

2009-10-14T13:03:00.001+08:00

The TIME has come...

Hope

2009-10-12T01:14:00.001+08:00

There's hope.. n yet there shall be disappointment..
Fallen so many times, shud i continue to put on hope???

Touching~

2009-10-01T13:02:00.001+08:00

女孩你会哭吗,男孩你会这样做吗？

女孩给男孩发了条短消息：如果家里穷困潦倒到只有一碗稀饭面对着我们两人，你会把稀饭里的米给我吃吗？

男孩回消息：这还用说吗？但是我认为一个真正爱那个女孩的男孩，就不应该让自己心爱的女人过如此生活。

女孩回消息：可有一个人的回答是这样！他说，不！我会把整碗的米连同稀粥都给她喝。这短短的对话会不会感动所有

女人我不知道，可我却被深深打动。

男孩回消息：那么连这一碗稀粥也没有，那个男人会怎么做呢？！或者有没有想到那一碗稀饭女孩吃了是不是还肚子饿

呢？！

女孩认为，男孩应该像那个男孩那样回答：不！我会把米和稀粥都给你喝！才是真正完美，标准，唯一的答案。

因为男孩没有按女孩的意思回答好这个问题，女孩和男孩背对背睡了一夜，男孩几次想拥她入睡都被女孩拒绝。

上天有时总是有些不尽人意。

后来女孩和男孩走到一起的时候，由于种种原因，他们真的遇上了类似于只有一碗稀饭喝的日子。

那天，男孩悄悄地给女孩留个言：亲爱的，我吃过了，桌上给你留了碗稀饭，你把它喝完。

女孩喝完那晚稀饭，小憩一会的时候。男孩从外面回来，给女孩带回来她喜欢吃的羊肉串，水果，奶茶。

男孩对女孩说，他找了份临时工作，刚挣的钱，老板答应先付一部分工资。说完还拿出口袋的钱在女孩面前晃了晃。

“亲爱的慢慢吃！我已经在外面吃过了。”说完还做了个调皮的鬼脸。

在最困难的那段日子，女孩依旧快乐的幸福着，男孩倒好像由于工作劳累，身体有些不适。

后来，男孩有了工作，女孩和男孩对他们未来的幸福充满美丽的憧憬。

女孩喜欢看电视，看到电视中报道多年前在一场大地震中，一位母亲和孩子被压在废墟下，母亲的奶水被孩子吃尽时，

母亲咬开了自己手上的血管，用自己的鲜血喂孩子，数天后，人们终于扒开废墟下的母子，母亲已经血流殆尽离开了人

世，嘴角的粘着母亲鲜血的孩子带着天真的笑容，红嘟嘟的鲜艳小脸蛋获得了新生。

女孩问男孩，如果我们俩被压在废墟下，你会像那位母亲样用你的血液使我活下来吗？

男孩对女孩的言语间竟有些激动。他对女孩说不要老是有这样那样的怪念头好吗？你是我的女人，我会尽我所能的让我

的女人幸福，在任何你的生命和安全受到威胁的时候，我会不顾一切的保护好你。你是我的最爱，我也不允许你把种种不好的推测用到你的身上，亲爱的。

周末，一个阳光明媚的上午，男孩挽着女孩的手，兴冲冲地逛了一个上午，买了好多女孩喜欢吃的零食和她喜欢的衣服

走在回家的路上。

两个幸福的小人儿，再穿过一个路口，就能到达他们共同构筑的爱的小巢——他们幸福的小天堂。

男孩一手挽着女孩，一手拎着买来的东西，男孩在前，女孩在后，两人走在斑马线上，就要穿过马路了，突然一辆右转

弯车辆，直直地向离男孩一步之遥的后面的女孩疾速驶来，眨眼的功夫，汽车就要撞到女孩。

“砰！”的一声闷响后紧跟着汽车紧急刹车的声音。

一切来得那么突然，被撞者轻飘飘的飞向两米开外。路面上是一片刺眼的鲜血的红。

“不！不要！”由于惊吓刚刚回过神来的女孩，歇斯底里地凄惨叫声撞击着每个围观者的耳膜。

女孩明白，汽车本来是撞向她的，在常人来不及反应的一刹那间的零点几秒里，男孩却惊奇地把她推开了，自己倒在血

泊里。
女孩哭喊着扑到男孩身边，男孩浑身是血，女孩大声地呼唤着男孩名字，围观者说没用了，已经试过男孩没有呼吸了。

女孩不相信，继续呼唤着男孩的名字，男孩竟然奇迹般的睁开了眼睛，看了女孩一眼，带着安详地微笑，永远闭上了眼

睛。
女孩明白，男孩在生命的最尽头还在苦苦挣扎，拼尽最后一丝气力看到自己的亲爱的小女人安然无恙了，才放心地闭上

眼睛。

那是个多雨的季节，到处充满了潮湿，雨水把天地连成雾蒙蒙一片。

两个人构筑的爱情小巢，现在只剩下女孩一个人，女孩浮想起以前两人在一起的点点滴滴。

女孩后悔那次不该因为男孩没有按自己的意思回答她问题，背对着他睡了一夜，后悔男孩几次欲拥她入睡，都被她拒

绝。她现在好想紧紧的拥着男孩，把那一夜的背对背补回来，可是再也无法也不可能补回来。

女孩习惯了逛马路时，身边有一个人紧紧的握住她的手，不用担心那些川流不息的汽车。男孩总是自己走在有汽车的一

方让她走在远离汽车的另一边。女孩好想再抓住那种安全感，可是怎么抓也抓不住。

女孩睡觉前，习惯了，有人给她唱着歌讲着故事入睡，现在再也没有人为她唱歌讲故事，她总是难以入睡。

女孩睡觉时，喜欢踹被子，男孩总是在每一次她踹掉被子时及时的醒来给她重新盖好。现在那个人再也不能哪怕为她盖

一次被子。

女孩喜欢吃零食，男孩每次从外面回到家里总能给她个小谗猫带来惊喜，安慰她的小肚肚，现在她的小肚肚多少天再也

没有人安慰。

女孩喜欢吃瓜子，喜欢吃板栗，喜欢吃橘子，却不喜欢剥皮儿，女孩每次畅快淋漓的大吃特吃完瓜子，板栗，橘子后，

男孩的面前总是堆起一堆果皮山，现在由于剥皮吃那些东西太费劲，她好久没敢碰那些想吃不能吃的好东西。

女孩现在有太多的不习惯，她只能学着慢慢的把不习惯变成习惯。

女孩整理遗物时发现了一个献血证，上面写着男孩的名字。奇怪的是她从来不知道，男孩在一个月连续献了三次血，上

面献血的日期更让她震惊，她清楚地记得，永远也忘不了那段他们最艰苦的日子。她明白了那段日子男孩的身体为何那

么虚弱，明白了男孩“预付的工资”的含义，明白了男孩是用偷偷献血的换来钱给她买来她喜欢吃的东西。

女孩继续整理遗物时，发现了一份报纸，意外地发现那场大地震时，那位伟大的母亲就是男孩的母亲，那个幸运获得生

命的孩子就是男孩，而男孩又把这份幸运给了她。

女孩泪水涟涟。

Something worth sharing...

2009-10-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Breakfast at McDonalds, must read till the end

A Return is Requested....You'll see why.

Breakfast at McDonald's

This is a good story and is true, please read it all the way through until the end! (After the story, there are some very interesting facts!):

I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree.

The last class I had to take was Sociology.

The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with.

Her last project of the term was called, 'Smile.'

The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions..

I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway. So, I thought this would be a piece of cake,

literally.

Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning.

It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son.

We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then
even my husband did.

I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to see why they had moved.

As I turned around I smelled a horrible 'dirty body' smell, and there standing behind me were two poor homeless men.

As I looked down at the short gentleman, close to me, he was 'smiling'

His beautiful sky blue eyes were full of God's Light as he searched for acceptance.

He said, 'Good day' as he counted the few coins he had been clutching.

The second man fumbled with his hands as he stood behind his friend. I realized the second man was mentally challenged and the blue-eyed gentleman was his salvation.

I held my tears as I stood there with them.

The young lady at the counter asked him what they wanted....

He said, 'Coffee is all Miss' because that was all they could afford.. (If they wanted to sit in the restaurant and warm up, they had to buy something. He just wanted to be warm).

Then I really felt it - the compulsion was so great I almost reached out and embraced the little man with the blue eyes.

That is when I noticed all eyes in the

restaurant were set on me, judging

my every action.

I smiled and asked the young lady behind the counter to give me two more breakfast meals on a separate tray.

I then walked around the corner to the table that the men had chosen as a resting spot. I put the tray on the table and laid my hand on the blue-eyed gentleman's cold hand.

He looked up at me, with tears in his eyes, and said, 'Thank you.'

I leaned over, began to pat his hand and said, 'I did not do this for you. God is here working through me to give you hope.'

I started to cry as I walked away to join my husband and son. When I sat down my husband smiled at me and said, 'That is why God gave you to me, Honey, to give me hope...'

We held hands for a moment and at that time, we knew that only because of the Grace that we had been given were we able to give.

We are not church goers, but we are believers.

That day showed me the pure Light of God's sweet love.

I returned to college, on the last evening of class, with this story in hand.

I turned in 'my project' and the instructor read it.

Then she looked up at me and said, 'Can I share this?'

I slowly nodded as she got the attention of the class.

She began to read and that is when I knew that we as human beings and being part of God share this need to heal people and to be healed.

In my own way I had touched the people at McDonald's, my son,the instructor, and every soul that shared the classroom on the last night I spent as a college student.

I graduated with one of the biggest lessons I would ever learn:

UNCONDITIONAL ACCEPTANCE.

Much love and compassion is sent to each and every person who may read this and learn how to

LOVE PEOPLE AND USE THINGS -

NOT LOVE THINGS AND USE PEOPLE.

There is an Angel sent to watch over you.

In order for her to work, you must pass this on to the people you want watched over.

An Angel wrote:

Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart

To handle yourself, use your head..

To handle others, use your heart.

God Gives every bird it's food, but He does not throw it into its nest.

2009-09-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

李玖哲 - 想太多

一首歌。。唱出了心声。。那瞬间的感动，让我觉得那写歌的人非常棒！

2009-09-24T17:41:00.001+08:00

一而再，再而三的错过。。
我。。有做到无怨无悔吗？

i wonder..

2009-09-19T00:52:00.002+08:00

hmm.. up at this late night again||
few hours later i will be havin my exam.. tat explains y i'm stil not asleep now~

i noticed something today.. i wonder y some ppl i can had such long conversation which i nvr wanna stop and yet there's stil ppl tat i cant reli interact.. As in, there's always no topic between us.. @@

~thinking too much d, gotta get back to study~ ^^

nice one//

2009-09-15T14:01:00.000+08:00

天鹅湖边鸟飞绝
良无一点双人行
双木非林心相连
您若无心先自飞

每句1字, 猜4字

life..

2009-09-13T01:00:00.002+08:00

Life isn't one way.. there are many choices tat lead to hope in life!!
-Noticed it today..-

Am i on the right track now??? somebody tell me?

Life?

2009-09-11T00:13:00.002+08:00

i'm wondering.. living in life like tis, shud i feel satisfy? or shud i not?
i started to feel lost.. in the sense tat, wat am i doin? i reli duno wat am i doin these days.. @@

well, shud i say tat i got tired of waitin? waiting for wat? waiting for the future to come.. ok, mayb i'm wrong, i shud not be waiting, i shud walk towards the future.. but den i seems to be lack of motivation! zzz

looking at ppl's story, i started thinking and thinking.. my life seems to be lacking something.. i jus dunno wat.. i hope i could find out tat sooner or later..

all random

2009-09-06T18:14:00.002+08:00

什么时候才能提起勇气，大声地对你说我会永远在你身边守候着你。。
そばにいるね - Forever By YOur Side

-纯属虚构如有类同纯属巧合-

@#$%!$

2009-04-23T17:22:00.001+08:00

Aw... Exam is coming so so soon!!
No mood to study leh...
@#$#!@%$@!#$@!#%#@$#@!$@#!$

阿桑

2009-04-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

一首优美的《叶子》，在我脑海里留下了深刻的映像。。
刚刚看到了她过世的新闻，觉得有点感伤。。虽然不太认识她的歌，也觉得好可惜。。
那么优美的声音，还真是非她莫属，那种声音，那种歌声。。我会怀念的。。

What's with life?!!!

2009-04-06T18:15:00.001+08:00

!!!! another week to go and here comes the study leave...
In other words.. The finals are so close!!!!!

14 weeks of studies juz pass like tat.. wat have i done in these days, time seems to be flying away!!! O_o

If...

2009-04-03T22:26:00.001+08:00

my life has too much of if.. is it b'coz i didnt live life to fullest? or i din put in all 100% effort to everythng? need to change !!!!!

~WoW~

2009-03-27T00:28:00.002+08:00

-Juz read JinWei's blog-

Yeah.. tat post is somehow emo~ aft reading JW's blog i felt much better, there's a post of find the lost laughter.. It's quite a good post..

Lol.. thou you wont see it, anyway, thanks JW! tat post reli let me think, i think i know how to deal my prob now.. xD

Life goes on anyway, no matter what happen, i think it's better to choose to live happily and not to put those bad feelings in yourself.. :D so, live life well!

1234

2009-03-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

因为害怕，所以保持。。
保持了，就没有突破。。
没有突破，就等于失败吗？

最近一直反复地思考着，我的未来会是怎样。。却越想越害怕。。也不知自己在怕什么，就觉得未来会很辛苦吧！就好像中五的老师所说的，我就好像漂浮在海上的船只，虽然大概知道自己的方向，可是却不知何去何从。。就因为害怕吗？所以也没什么行动，只是一直保持着，做自己的本分就觉得够了。。这样的我，我真的不是很喜欢。。从前那自信渐渐的消失着。。为什么呢？我不知道。。我应该开始改变了吗？我要如何改变呢？　真的好烦！

...

2009-03-04T17:48:00.000+08:00

一个无聊的电话。。影响了我的好心情。。 >_<

RanDoM Post..~~~

2009-03-03T01:24:00.002+08:00

... dunno how shud i start of ...

well, lets see.. wat happened in the past 3 months..
not reli much.. January... Shifting my stuff to house in KL at the 1st day of the year.. hmm.. did pretty much cleaning to the house.. :D Then, here comes the orientation week.. Get to know bout the campus in tat week.. The is the start of my uni life.. Time management seems to trouble me a little in the 1st 2 weeks.. Thou it doesn't reli affect studies yet.. Another thing is to control my expenses.. Well, nvr knew tat it's tat tough.. In the 2nd week of uni life, i started to feel tat money no enough.. Somehow overcome tat already.. =) Uni life is somehow busy, and yet nice.. Get to know more frens.. Also, have been meeting frens from secondary school around the campus.. It's great to see them again, thou some i don reli remember their names.. XD

Starting changing the way i think.. or perhaps, i started look things from a different view.. Hmm.. This change is not obvious at all.. Coz it's internal lol.. start using a different way to think life.. Really need to put more effort to everything i do, especially studies.. :D Also, started trying to speak more cantonese as KL ppl normal speak cantonese.. Kinda hard for me to speak fluently.. :(

CelebrateD few frens birthday.. PLayed hard.. :D Enjoyed them a lot!

Hmm..writing tis post makes me thinks a lot.. Time passes by.. It goes away jus like tat.. Nvr wait for anybody.. How i wish i could have 48 hrs in a day.. It's just impossible.. And yet, i somehow cant appreciate time fully.. stil like to waste time.. >_< Hoped tat i can eventually change tis bad habit of mine.. Studies is goin on pretty ok.. Juz need to do more revision..

So, since the day i enters university, i started to look for the "University life".. wat does it reli look liked? i dunno.. Joined UTAR's dance club.. Went for few practice session.. Kinda fun.. Also went for the valentine's night organized by the club.. had much fun over there.. Tat is the 1st time i felt tat the university is nice..

NOt to mentioned tat i've reli grown tis few years.. Went back to school few days back to collect my spm certificate.. Stepping into the school makes me thinks back the good old times.. It's not tat long ago la.. But it reli feels like it passes long time ago.. The times when we group together, making noise, telling stories, or even playing sports.. The times are great.. There's less pressure too! Unlike now, always worrying bout unable to cope with the studies.. I hope tat s7-rians will organize another trip and can go out together at some time in the future.. THe times we had together reli nice.. Thou we're all busying with our lives, i believed tat at some point of time, we'll stil think bout our secondary life..

Haiz.. Time reli passes away so fast.. And everything have been changing from time to time.. Yeah.. Ppl change.. Change to be a better person.. To live a better life.. Tats how life's goin on..

Reading on ppl's blog.. Tats so many things have been happening.. Reading ppl's blog is jus like reading stories.. There's so many stories happening around the world everyday.. Who would write them down to their diary or blogs? Those stories will be sweet memories.. tat would probably builds up a better personality of tat person.. Reading stories like tat is quite interesting.. i can see tat different ppl look at things differently.. Depending on tat person.. Tis makes me think bout the "positive effect" tat one of my teacher in secondary keep talking about.. Does thinking things positively reli helps in the result? Thinking positively alone sure is not enough.. There's no free lunch in tis world.. Not only thinking positively, one also must put in effort.. I think tat's wat makes ppl successful or not..

Have been crapping a lot.. Tis will put a stop to my craps.. LOLx.. Hope everyone who read this post would have a nice day.. And live life to the fullest..

last post of 2008

2008-12-22T01:34:00.002+08:00

wow.. it's 2 months back since i last update my blog.. Well, good job on tat.. @_@ At least it's not a yr.. XD

It's the middle of the night now.. i'm at nowhere else but home.. :D
Something has been bugging me.. >_<

yesterday, went out the whole day and 4gotten to sleep.. Well, not reli yesterday.. since it's already aft 12, i'll consider it as the day before yesterday.. Yeah, it's saturday.. Went out to sing K at noon.. As usual, i took the mic n make lots and lots of noise.. it's fun.. WEll, at night, we went to Jaya 0ne, tat is jus opposite the school.. for wat? Of coz to watch JJ in action.. :D But it's kinda disappointing as JJ didnt even sing a song.. :( i've got a closer look at JJ.. And..... he looks so chubby.. :P
Later at night, aft watching JJ in action, i went to LK's place.. well, wat i can say is.. tat place is really messy.. believe me.. now i can imagine how 10++ ppl can live under one roof wit only 2 - 3 rooms.. O_o haha.. See-ing all his housemate rushing their reports makes me feel so relieve tat my foundation is finally over.. GOin to start my Degree so soon.. REally looking forward to go to Setapak and the subjects for degree.. wonder how would they be? very tough? or normal only? Of coz tis time i'll be stayin there.. How would my life be without parents around me everyday??? I really wondered.. :S

Hmm.. LOVE.. something tat i emphasized on during my presentation for public speaking... i wonder wat is the age tat reli suitable to have a partner.. Partner as in BF or GF.. Few of my frens always ask me bout tis Gf question.. O_o WEll, is it reli annoying sometimes.. [p/s: tis is not to talk bad bout them la.. pls don misunderstand me.. :D] Nvr reli had a GF before, so i dunno wat is it like to have a gf..(probably someone can tell me xD) but till now, i'm stil fine to be single.. thou i reli hope to have a gf at some point of time like when watching those sweet couple in the movie.. O_0 REli weird huh?

Swt.. i think tis will be the last post for this yr.. 2008 goin to over so soon.. Gotta say goodbye to 2008 in few days time.. Time passes real fast.. +___+ Wish 2009 will be a great yr..
To everyone who read tis post...
wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

random...

2008-10-23T22:16:00.003+08:00

well, sem3 finally started to show it's toughness..
it's like try to squeeze 14 weeks of work to 7 weeks.. >_<
imagine, first day of class i got 2 assignment to do d..
as usual, i be the leader for my group for 1 of the assignment..
it's not fun to be leader.. especially when there is so many assignment to be done and the due date are jus hours of difference only.. althou there's still like 3 weeks time for me to do my assignment, but looking at my progress.. i had a bad feelin tat i'll need to rush the assignment at the very last minute.. :(

i reli miss swimming.. T_T some1 pls jio me out for swimming.. XD

魔杰座

2008-10-14T16:23:00.004+08:00

《稻香》词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦

2008-10-14T11:43:00.005+08:00

对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨

跌倒了就不敢继续往前走

为什么人要这么的脆弱堕落

请你打开电视看看

多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去

我们是不是该知足

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑

微微笑小时候的梦我知道

不要哭让萤火虫带着你逃跑乡间的歌谣永远的依靠

回家吧回到最初的美好

不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的

追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了

为自己的人生鲜艳上色先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色

笑一个吧功成名就不是目的

让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义

童年的纸飞机现在终于飞回我手里

所谓的那快乐赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了

偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了谁在偷笑呢

我靠着稻草人吹着风唱着歌睡着了

哦哦午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆

哦哦阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎

珍惜一切就算没有拥有

还记得你说家是唯一的城堡随着稻香河流继续奔跑

稻香 - 周杰伦

What a day..

2008-10-13T10:28:00.004+08:00

Today, i got my new timetable...
Well, the time arrangement doesn't reli satisfy me.. =.=
Almost everdy hav late classes.. T___T
I cant reli follow the Singaporean style(complain... kpkb.. complain...) as the school will not entertain me.. >_<
KWM told me tat he had a blog.. It's not reli his blog bt his family's blog..
He don wanna tell us the URL (walao.. URL leh) =.=||

....
Sem break finally over liao..
walao.. i stil in the mood off sem break..
stil wanna pia game at home le..
GQ told me bout the rate of renting at setapak tis morning.. kinda expensive leh...
So, i'm now looking for a roommate to share..

....
ROOMMATE WANTED
-male only-
Akua not accepted..
Wanted to share room..
at Setapak
For more information, pls contact 0192301832
OR sms "ROOM< space > NAME" to 0122066309
THank You ^_^v

Quality test?

2008-09-14T12:37:00.002+08:00

What's Your Best Quality? Your Result: Out-Going Your best quality is out-going! People like you because you are fun to be around and no one ever knows what you will do next. Also you are not afraid to say or do whatever you want.
Personality
Loving
Intelligence
Ambitious
Sense of Humor
What's Your Best Quality? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

EmOo TeSt.. (O.o)

2008-09-14T12:31:00.002+08:00

you scored a 17% on the emo test.

your not emo. you must feel awesome. or do you feel sad because you thought you were emo. well you thought wrong. i know. i am emo. this quiz is the real deal. if you don't pass it then your not emo.

the emo quiz made by a emo
Take More Quizzes

hahaha.. I'm not EmO!

走火入魔 - 丁当+阿信

2008-09-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

作词：五月天阿信作曲：五月天阿信

对不起刚才我是不是听错
还是我想太多想到了昏头
天气不错开了窗吹走脸红
进一步退一步都害怕打破
更不想在原地永远做朋友
给你线索也给我勇敢借口
下定决心沉默就让沉默为我们追究
你和我这一刻不想到而交流
却突然震耳欲聋
一字一句一瞬间走了火
一天一点一转眼入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔
一直猜一直想一直揣摩一直到你变成甜蜜的心痛
如果可以把如果变成结果
下定决心执着就让执着为我们突破
我和你的小说这时候出现烟火让情节充满感动
一字一句一瞬间走了火
一天一点一转眼入了魔
忘了我从什么时候
忘了你为什么能够让我一步一步走火入魔
一字一句一瞬间走了火
一天一点一转眼入了魔
如果你有相同感受感受到有一种突然的冲动
放肆一次走火入魔

random

2008-07-18T21:42:00.002+08:00

Time comes and goes.. It flew away so fast tat i wouldnt realised tat i've grown tis much..

Msn-ed wit one of my very best fren jus now.. made me think of the good old days.. i miss those days.. i missed my old frens too.. O_o

The Power of Love

2008-06-19T20:07:00.002+08:00

'I love you...' I believe everyone know this word. It's a very wonderful word to hear them from our loved ones. Everyone hungers for love. A simple 'I ̲̅ə̲̅٨̲̅٥̲̅٦̅] you' from your loved one would brighten up your day. :)

Love and hope?
Love brings hope to people. At extreme condition, love will show its power. Love can make impossible to be possible. A mother could be weak in physical but when her son is in danger, she can do anything and even lift a car.

Life Without love?
Have you ever imagine that one day, everyone in this world hates you? including your parents? HOw'd you felt if its tat way? Life without love just doesn't seems right. Love can change ones life. A child, growing up without love could be very dull. He will be very lonely and doesn't know how to express himself. Worse still, he would think that life is meaningless. On the other side, child that grow up with full of love would probably live life to fullest. As i said jus now, love bring hope, so his life would be very interesting as he has dreams to go after. He will be cheerful and know how to express himself better.

Love and compassion?
Besides, love can also change our attitude towards a subject. Have you ever wonder what makes David Beckham so outstanding? How come he can play football so good? It's because he has the compassion to football. The compassion he had is because of his love to football. He loved football so much so he practice and practice seriously. So, his compassion towards football made him a pro footballer.

Love is powerful. Love is precious. Life would never be the same when we start to appreciate. So, appreciate people around you and spread your love. The world would be a better place with love around us.

Prepared by,
KeN

2008-06-05T20:49:00.000+08:00

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain.

People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

2008-06-05T20:42:00.001+08:00

You Are 52% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you're also well grounded.

Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints.

But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line.

You're open to considering every possibility - but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

How Open Minded Are You?

2008-06-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 133

You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.

You are warm and open. Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.

You are comfortable with who you are. And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.

While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.

But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Random

2008-06-05T20:11:00.003+08:00

Going to give speech about love in 2 weeks time.. will be postin wat i prepared soon.. And hopin to join breaking class soon.. Break a leg! lol...

LoL! Unbelievable!

2008-06-04T21:33:00.000+08:00

You Inner Gender is Female

You're sensitive, caring, and willing to connect with anyone who's open to you.

You make friends easily, and you enjoy all sorts of conversations.

You understand most people you meet - better than they understand themselves.

You're totally a woman... or at the very least, your soul is female.

What's Your Inner Gender?

Because You Live

2008-06-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

Jesse McCartney Lyrics
Because You Live Lyrics

Tagged

2008-05-01T15:31:00.005+08:00

yeah! finally update tis blog again! haha.. thanks to flora that tagged me?

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
... different time got different people..

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
no

3. What do u hate guys the most?
guys tat act smart and thinks tat he is the best guy on earth..

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
to have everything in life to go on smoothly.. haha

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
i've seen b4.. i trust my eyes

7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
i have no idea.. shopping? buy car? buy house? give away?

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends..

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
crazy, clever, talkative

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
caring, loving

11. Which do you hate the most?
Liar

12.What is your ambition?
engineer?

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Depends on who and how people point out my faults, if its in a good way, i can accept it..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Friends and family

15. How do you plan your dream birthday to be?
my dream birthday to be in my dream? hahaha

16. Are you a Smart?
I think so..

17. If you have a chance. Which part of your character you would like to change?
My laziness

18. Is there anything that u have done which u regret?
Yes

19. What makes you different?
I am who i am.. tat makes me different

20. What do you wish to do now?
NOthing

Exam's coming... soon~~~~

2008-04-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

oh yea~~ here am i crapping again.. seriously, i dunno how to blog!! haha.. all i know is how to crap.. lolz.. exam's coming soon... so soon.. for some reason, i am scared~ zZz... tis is the 1st time i am reli scared of the exam.. wat's wit the exam? anyway, i'm lack of confidence(PERHAPS).. =.=" how can i pass my physics??? so confused.. i wonder y i can't score well in physics.. T_T

Uni life is really... how can i describe?? busy? report report report.. every 2 weeks i need to pass up 2 reports.. haih.. and those report are really taking my time to complete them.. esspecially when i always do them like few days before the due date.. haha.. N i reli need to read up much stuff to be able to understand a chapter.. crap lar.. i hardly read since primary.. urgh!

oh yea.. last saturday is the sports carnival~ it's futsal and captain ball... i participated and end up body aching after the match.. lol.. too long nvr exercise.. >_< coming up nex will be basketball match and badminton.. i formed a team consist of mostly 5S7-rians.. i mean ex-5s7-rians.. u know wat i mean.. haha.. the percentage of winning 1 round is less than 5%.. woo.. how great! lol.. anyway, we joined the sports carnival jus to have fun.. for badminton, i teamed wit KWM and we seriously think we can win for few rounds.. haha..

i think i'll be goin to PC fair tis saturday.. hoping to get a cheap pendrive there.. hehe.. having class soon, can't continue anymore.. xD it's not like i can reli blog a lot.. hehe..

SoMetHinG To ReMemBeR...

2008-03-29T12:33:00.001+08:00

ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.

TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, 'I love you,' mean it.

FIVE. When you say, 'I'm sorry,' look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN.. In disagreements, fight fairly.. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN! .. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, 'Why do you want to know?'

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say 'bless you' when you hear someone sneeze.

SIXTEEN.. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the three R's: Respect for self; Respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY- ONE. Spend some time alone.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart..

**got tHiS FrOm the E-MaiL**

2008-03-28T21:08:00.002+08:00

一直不停地向前冲。。放慢了脚步，才发现。。自己伤害了不少的人。。>_<

为你写诗 - 吴克群

2008-03-24T21:57:00.001+08:00

爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位子
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子

CS over!!

2008-03-24T20:35:00.002+08:00

wahaha... finally finished my Computer Studies presentation bout the freakin VR.. so relieved.. next up is the economy presentation.. =.= its something bout Astro and till now i stil dunno a thing bout the presentation.. urgh!! somebody help me!!! after all those presentation and here comes the exam!! wooo~~ i'm so scared~ Chemistry? PHysics? MaThS? EcOn? EngLisH? Com StUd? omg!! so many subject~~ and only 3 weeks left... haha.. All the best to me.. lol.. im getting crazy..

hmm.. i have a question.. i've been wondering so long.. wat actually 'orz' means??? the word appeared in '恋爱ing' by MayDay.. somebody answer me??? @_?

random post

2008-03-09T03:11:00.003+08:00

it's so early in the morning now.. i didnt sleep for the whole nite.. rushing my assignment.. >_< kinda finished it.. but without all those pictures and those effects in powerpoint.. since i refuse to sleep, i went to friendster and check it out..
wat caught my attention was Dorae-Ong.. my maths lecturer in UTAR.. he's kinda funny guy.. but among all the lecturers, i personally thought that he's the best.. he reli caught my attention during lecture time and i will not 'fishing' during his lecture..
see how geng he is.. haha.. he's so cool.. jus now when i read his blog, i seriously respected him.. er.. why? because i knew bout his dream? and how he is willing to be like a crazy-guy juz to be able to teach his students.. he's cool.. not evrybody can do things like him.. so i respected him.. haha.. i dunno wat m i blogging la.. crapping here once again.. hehe..

assignment

2008-03-05T23:19:00.003+08:00

it's 2319 now.. And here am i.. blogging? haha.. crapping..
I shud be doin my computer assignment now.. too bad i run out of idea.. argh!! can i finish the assignment in time?
SPM result is coming out nex wednesday 12th of march.. somehow i don feel nervous.. i wonder why.. wakakaka.. not to forget, comp test is on nex wednesday too.. T_T hope the test will be postponed.. urgh.. talk bout test.. OMG!! physics test is on nex week too.. and i stil dunno a thing bout physics.. swt! i think i shall read up physics tis weekend.. or else..

离开你才明白心碎的感觉。。。

2008-02-25T21:06:00.013+08:00

从没想过有一天会分手.
曾经幼稚而固执的以为 .
我们永远会在一起.
可是现实却那么残酷.
钩钩手指头.说好不分手.
你的承诺去哪了...

曾经以为只要有爱.
只要我付出了
就一定会有回报
可是
我们终究没走到一起...

想起你对我说的那些承诺.
心...就好痛...
在眼泪中明白...
承诺都是骗人的.

亲爱的
我一点也不埋怨你
真的
真的不怪你
没有谁伤害谁
是我不够好
毕竟你给我过
这一生最最甜蜜的时光
真的很感谢你...

我知道
你不是喜新厌旧
只是当你寂寞的时候
我无法陪在你身边
既然我不能给你幸福
跟我在一起你也不会快乐
那么我还你自由...

其实
我们早就该结束了
我明白你有多么孤单
可我不能没有办法
陪在你左右
这样的爱情注定是不会有结果的
所以
我放手让你走
让你拥有更好的未来...

真的好怕好怕有天会失去你
你说过永远都不会先跟我说分手
可是既然你不爱了
那么让我先说吧
让我做那个负心的人...

可是亲爱的
你可知道
你已成为我生命里最最重要的人
现在你走了
以后没有你的日子
我该怎么办
不知道自己要难过多久
我想
一定会和孤独一样久...

失去你之后
我学着将你遗忘
可是我做不到
曾经那么深那么深的爱过
怎么可能说忘就忘了呢

你一直都不知道
不知道我有多爱你
试着用心去了解你
可你把自己保护的那么好
但是你却把我给伤得伤痕累累
你知道我心里在想些什么吗
此时此刻我的心已经碎了

文章来源：『学生城』Http://Students-City.Net

jus take tis whole thing from the website.. it means ntg much.. jus tat the pic is nice.. enjoy.. :P

2008-02-18T19:28:00.000+08:00

2008-02-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

2008-02-05T19:26:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: August 12

You're a dynamic, charismatic person who's possibly headed for fame.
You tend to charm strangers easily. And you usually can get what you want from them.
Verbally talented, you tend to persuade people with your speaking and writing.
You are affectionate and loving, but it's hard for you to commit to any one relationship.

Your strength: Your charm

Your weakness: Your extreme manipulation tactics

Your power color: Indigo

Your power symbol: Four leaf clover

Your power month: December

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Holiday~~!!

2008-02-05T16:37:00.000+08:00

yeah.. CNY is coming so so soon.. Wish evrybody GONG XI FA CHAI!! oh yea..

wakaka.. skipped class today and reached home quite early.. it rained so heavily.. =| Rain rain go away pls.. XD

bout my physics test.. the result is quite terrible.. i haven get to know the result yet.. but many said tat the test tis time most ppl get a very low mark.. so i think i hardly can pass.. T_T

a ring + a book...

2008-02-04T20:27:00.000+08:00

MIscOnCepTiOnZ

2008-02-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

test!!!

2008-02-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

test is on tmr.. OMG!!! PHYSICS!!! i duno much bout physics yet.. and i'm yet too lazy to read the book and even don feel like touchin the book.. LOL! how in the world would i go thru the test?? the test would be easy? i don think for me.. since my physics is not tat good even in form5.. T_T

yeah.. CNY is coming.. too bad the holiday is way too short la.. cant even play for longer time.. hmm., wat to do? ntg but to accept it.. on the other hand, more test is coming up aft CNY! maths! chemistry! and others? argh.. this post is all about test!! cant help it.. the 1st test in U.. swt.. jus hope i can pass the test.. XD

yeah.. it's been a long time since i last post.. and many flies r around my blog T_T.. haha.. anyway, i've signed up for a programme in the U.. something like training to be a student counsellor.. the programme somehow made me think much.. i realize tat i reli have a good time.. as in good time since i'm borned till now.. meaning i don suffer much.. i reli appreciated wat i had n wat happened to me..

speaking bout CNY jus now, i reli wanna go watch Jay's new movie!!! KUNG FU DUNK!!! heard ppl said tat the show kind of copy Stephen Chow's SHAOLIN SOCCER.. perhaps.. but the trailer din reli seem its copying.. i mean the trailer somehow make sense.. not to mention the effect of the movie, the stunt with basketball is acceptable and can be reli be done by the pro.. i haven watch the movie anyway, i better don comment much till i've reli watch it.. ^^ cant wait to watch the movie..

oh ya.. not to forget, i can finally drive on the road.. but wit my skill, i stil not good enuff to drive alone without guidance.. too bad.. :( hope i can improve on my driving skills.. hehe..

i crap quite a bit on tis post.. lol.. but i crap even more to my frenz.. wakakaka..

new start in year 2008

2008-01-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

YEah! the New start herE reFers to my Life.. my Life has a Total 180 degree ChangE..
no dOubt bout it.. Tis mainly Coz i hav gone to U for Study.. haha.. all those travel and all those catching bus sure is tiring... i need to wake up damn early evry morning and reach home quite late as in around 5pm.. one thing good is the University life is quite.. quite.. i aalso duno how to describe.. haha.. anyway, the work in university is not tat heavy.. only 6 subject per sem.. and 3 hrs per week for each subject.. haha..

duno how to continue d la.. so i'll jus stop here.. XD

last post in 2007

2007-12-31T17:33:00.000+08:00

wahahaha... its the last day of the year..
yeah! wish evryone Happy New Year~

juz another post...

2007-12-24T00:32:00.000+08:00

0033 dec 24

i hardly can sleep and i duno y... argh.. thinkin too much again.. haha..

untitled...

2007-12-24T00:18:00.000+08:00

yeah yeah.. i got my place to study at UTAR!! tat means.. i need to start my studies at january.. T_T i thought tat i can reli 'rest' for a long time.. haha.. anyway, its not a bad thing studyin from january.. :)

the pangkor trip is over.. anyway, the trip is kinda tiring wan but its fun! all the time spending wit frenz r so memorable?(worth it!) haha.. we spended quite some time in the water.. pool n the sea.. n i ended up sun-burn.. haha.. the excitement is there and i know all of us wont 4get it.. n the trip, i gotta say sorry to chloe.. being too close to her bring her some trouble.. wat to say.. jus a sorry.. O_O
besides tis, i think generally the pangkor trip is fun la... the night view is very pretty.. the stars, the moon, and the everything is very nice.. at least me myself enjoyed them so much.. hehe..

hohoho.. christmas is coming soon.. Merry X'Mas and a happy new year.. XD

sensible nite...

2007-12-12T23:43:00.000+08:00

in a nite like tis, i'm feelin so weird..
wat is tis feeling? excited? happy? sad?
perhaps disatisfaction.. duno y duno how.. i jus duno.. O_o

hope tmr will be a better day..

post no.4

2007-12-08T12:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i guess its time to say goodbye to secondary school life.. i guess life in college or university will be much much different from the secondary.. all i have to say is.. life is never gonna be the same again.. so, farewell my secondary school life..

December 2007.. its a busy month.. not studying.. haha.. cant stop goin around here n there.. celebratin b'days, goin for seminars, get my car license, shopping ... haha.. busy busy.. its a total new life.. last holidays i stil rotting at home wit all those animes and games.. XD

time to go again.. tats all for today..

happy b'day chloe

2007-12-03T21:05:00.000+08:00

haha.. happy birthday to chloe!!! thou u might not see tis but i'll juz wish u here lor..

today we celebrated chloe's b'day at jj.. hmm.. today is quite a miracle day..
know wat? i finally got the chance to wait for frenz coz i'm not LATE!! lol..
FYI.. my frenz owaz say me late and i duno y.. anyway, today morning i shud be swimming in KEC's swimming pool.. unfortunately, the pool is closed.. >_< so i spent my morning duno doin wat.. =.= how lame.. since we cant go for swimming, we take our breakfast in McD.. tis is the 1st time i eat McBreakfast? or wateva, i know eat at McD only la.. haha.. aft tat is some funny prank on the b'day girl-chloe.. then we all go for movie..

Enchanted.. tis movie is quite a good or i shud say entertaining one... it's the combination of fairy tales and the reality.. hmm.. aft the movie, we came up wit the 'strategy' so tat we can get a b'day present for b'day girl.. aft long long discussion, we decided to buy the coke-phone.. coke-phone? it's a coke tat can dial n receive calls.. kinda special thing.. not to 4get is the 'cake-cutting' ceremony.. we bought a slice of cake n sang b'day song at secret receipe.. haha.. aft tat we had lunch at kfc.. eric got the USB speaker.. haha.. not bad la.. eat at kfc also can get free speaker.. but its a small small one.. wakakakaka.. the b'day celebrating comes to an end aft the lunch and we all went shopping around b4 goin back.. XD

SPM... over..

2007-11-30T21:45:00.000+08:00

wakakaka... guess wat? SPM is OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohooooo... finally..
december is coming and my december will be one of my busiest month of the year..
not studying.. it's jus playing around, holiday.. =.=v

aft december is new year!! wohoo.. and here comes january..
wat i will be doin on january???
ntg much but continue study.. tis time is at a very different place..
wow.. kinda excited and yet not excited.. wat m i talkin?? i dunno.. wahahaha..

ntg much to crap.. jus stop by and leave a post.. haha.. k la.. tats all..

...

2007-11-07T20:44:00.000+08:00

歌曲：苦茶
歌手：棒棒堂/黑涩会美眉专辑：黑糖玛奇朵
C F
微微笑的看你越是认真就越让人心疼
G C
街头那盏路灯仿佛在笑我愚笨
AM F
没什么能做但我比谁都真诚
AM G
泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深
C F
你知不知道你总有一种很可爱的独特
G C
让我充满勇气抵抗冬天的寒冷
AM F
怎样做才会完美像个男人
AM G
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温
C G
不用等你开口先说我爱你
AM EM
在那之前想对你说我愿意
F EM
你不必问你也不必等
DM G
这一刻就值得爱到永恒
C G
我该如何让你明白我爱你
AM EM
在那之后你点头说我愿意
F EM
想照顾你想守护着你
DM G C
这一刻只想把你抱紧
C F
你知不知道你也有一种很可爱的天真
F C
大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分
AM F
怎样做才会完美像个男人
AM G
喝一杯苦茶温暖你的体温

虽然永远太不可能
少了你的完整
两个对的人奇迹就能发生
这一刻只想把你抱紧

2007-11-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

td>

post no.3

2007-11-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

真正爱你的女孩，虽然嘴上讨厌你说她小笨笨，可
心里却很高兴。
　　真正爱你的女孩，在受委屈的时候总是第一个< BR>想到你。
　　真正爱你的女孩，在你迟到的时候责怪你，不
是真的骂你，而是珍惜每一次和你在一起。
　　真正爱你的女孩，真的很小气，眼里容不下一
颗沙粒。
　　真正爱你的女孩，每次生气故作没有消气，只
是想听你来哄自己。

　　真正爱你的女孩，会陪你一起看你最喜欢的节< BR>目，即便是自己最讨厌滴。
　　真正爱你的女孩，总是要你慢点吃，因为怕你
会有胃病。
　　真正爱你的女孩，会不厌其烦的规劝你戒烟，
即便她知道这是不可能的事情。
　　真正爱你的女孩，会陪你一起打游戏，无论是
不是自己喜欢滴。
　　真正爱你的女孩，会你收集你最喜欢的东西，因为只要你高兴。

　　真正爱你的女孩，不论在嘴上怎么挑剔，在她
心里还是最爱你。
　　真正爱你的女孩，很容易被你感动，哪怕是一件极小的事情。
　　真正爱你的女孩，即使在能独当一面，在你面
前也会娇滴滴。
　　真正爱你的女孩，当有人欺负你，会比你更气
愤，不顾什么淑女形象和你一起大骂对方，直到消气。
　　真正爱你的女孩，无论你有没有成绩，都会一
直鼓励你。< BR>
　　真正爱你的女孩，会在自己的好朋友面前不断
提到你，因为她也想让朋友了解你。
　　真正爱你的女孩，会不停的唠叨你，其实那是
对你的关心。
　　真正爱你的女孩，不喜欢你有什么事都自己一
个人承担，那样她会更加担心。
　　真正爱你的女孩，每次和你聊天都舍不得自己
关掉语音或是挂掉电话，都会等你关了之后才安
心。

　　要珍惜爱你的女孩哦！

**grab tis thing from friendster**

Graduation

2007-11-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

in tis 'season of graduation' i felt both happy n sad..
happy coz finally can stop listen to the MUSIC from teacher (haha.. mayb i'll miss them?)
sad coz gonna leave my frenz..

hmm.. yesterday nite we had our party.. we had fun!!
N we started sharing wat we think of and how we feel the past 2 yrs..
yeah.. tis may be an end for our secondary school life.. but i reli hope tat all of us can keep in touch..

i cant reli type much things in here.. anyway, hope the spirit of S7 can carry on and FRENSHIP 4EVA

lee hom

2007-09-29T11:37:00.000+08:00

post no.2

2007-09-26T13:59:00.001+08:00

~~~~~~~ trials ~~~~~~~ over~~~~~~~~~
oh yea!! the exams are finally over...
haha.. so relieved.. exam stress is really terrible.. phew~*!
got the s7 shirt today.. it looks good.. haha~~

okay.. the coming wednesday.. i'm goin for tat 'egypt trip'..
anyone else wanna join us??? pls tell me ur name..
we need more ppl to join tis so tat it will be fun!!!
haha.. hope to see u there?! LOL..

Complicated - Avril Lavinge

2007-09-16T19:48:00.000+08:00

Chill out whatcha yelling' for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
and you're talking to me one on one but you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

You come over unannounced
dressed up like you're somethin' else
where you are and where it's at you see
you're making me
laugh out when you strike your pose
take off all your crappy clothes
you know you're not fooling anyone
when you've become

Somebody else round everyone else
Watching your back, like you can't relax
Trying to be cool you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no no

Chill out whatcha yelling for?
Lay back, it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see

Somebody else round everyone else
You're watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
and You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into
honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it
no no

Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like your somebody else gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
You fall and you crawl and you break
and you take what you get and you turn it into honesty
promise me I'm never gonna find you fake this
no no no

High School Musical 2

2007-09-15T18:10:00.000+08:00

grrrrrr........ i download HSM2 from isohunt.. by axxo...
aft few days of downloading, i tot i can finally watch it..
while i am 'chuan'-ing siao wei, guess wat?? the HSM2 cannot work!!!
cannot work as in the movie cannot be played~! T_T
it is written there tat it requires duno wat dom player..
so, i go to the website n download..
when installing, it says i cannot install n ask me to try another player..
ok fine, i'll download the player.. aft installin tat player, it ask me to download another player.. tis is making me angry... wat worse is the website it gave to download the another player is another stupid website!!!!!
=.="
conclusion is..... i stil cannot watch HSM2!!!!!!!!!!!!!
waitin for siaowei to lend me hers.. O_O
remember tis time >>> 17:53... siaowei promised to borrow me her HSM2 ^^

搁浅

2007-09-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

久未放晴的天空
依旧留着你的笑容
哭过却无法掩埋歉疚
风筝在阴天搁浅
想念还在等待救援
我拉着线复习你给的温柔
暴晒在一旁的寂寞
笑我给不起承诺
怎么会怎么会
你竟原谅了我

我只能永远读着对白
读着我给你的伤害
我原谅不了我
就请你当作我已不在
我睁开双眼看着空白
我忘记你对我的期待
读完了依赖
我很快就离开

woooohooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~

2007-09-14T20:09:00.000+08:00

haha... relieved... all the tough one is over~~~~
wakaka... finally no more worry for my chemistry d... no more a mystery ad... XD
i need to concentrate on my maths now... :| hope i can survive...

HELP!!!!

2007-09-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

exam is here... and i.. i felt so stresss!!!!
why m i feelin like tis???? i nvr felt tis way b4...
O_O

exam's just like a game.. all we gotta do is win!!
lol... i uesd to think like tat..
but i duno when i started to be such a worry-wart.. =.=
i cant just be like my old self.. HELP~~~~~~~~

wat shall i call this?? tag?

2007-09-09T19:17:00.000+08:00

Seven things you plan to do before you die
1. Enjoy life
2. Be crazy??? not tat crazy tat will be admited to mental hospital =)
3. Travel around...
4. Know more people :s
5. Have a good time with my very best fren.. XD
6. To have a great wit the one i loved
7. Find true love..

Seven Things You Can Do
1. PLay
2. Have Fun!
3. Study?? lol.. it's not something i like to do
4. Music??? i loved it..
5. Sleep~~~
6. Eat eat eat..
7. hmm.. wat else can i do?? Enjoy life!!!

Seven most repeated phrases/words

1. Hey
2. Hi
3. OMG
4. Cool
5. wat the..
6. Lame~~~~~
7. hahaha

Seven physical traits you look for in the opposite sex
1. Pretty?
2. Nice to people
3. Special
4. Kind
5. Smile always - cheerful
6. Smart
7. Cute

Three names you go by
1. Chin Kian
2. Ken
3. SiaoKia

Three physical things you like about yourself
1. Eyes
2. Hair?
3. Character

Three physical things you don’t like about yourself
1. My tummy
2. My laziness

( i think tats all... i love myself~~ )

Three Things That Scare You
1. Being lonely..
2. Results !!
3. Creepy animals

Three drinks (alcoholic or non)
1. Cappucino
2. Sky juice
3. Fruit juice

Three of your everyday essentials
1. Computer
2. TV
3. CDs & radio

Three things you’re wearing right now
1. Long pants
2. T-shirt
3. Specs

Three of your favourite movies/animes
1. Untellable Secret aka Bu Neng Shuo de Mi Mi
2. Yakitate!! Japan
3. Prince of Tennis

Two truths and a lie
1. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... im so crazy..
2. I'm happy now
3. I never care for my exam

Three things about the opposite sex that appeal to you
1. cute
2. nice
3. friendly

Three careers you are considering, or have considered
1. Interior designer
2. engineer
3. Chemist

Three people you would like to see take this quiz now
1. SiaoWei
2. Joeanne
3. Munkey

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

2007-09-08T09:23:00.000+08:00

You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No, I won't give in

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late
This could all disappear
Before the door's closed
And it comes to an end
With you by my side
I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend, yeah, yeah

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Hear me when I said
When I said I believe.
Nothing's gonna change
Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be
Will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da, la da da da
La da da da da da da da da

Keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
Ahh, ahh
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So, keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it through
We'll make it through

first day of the trial..

2007-09-06T14:11:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~ the est paper.. not as tough as i thought..
wahahaha.. jus hope i wont make any stupid mistake.. XD

power of music..

2007-09-05T21:55:00.000+08:00

Music... It has such a great power..
No matter how, it really affect me a lot..
Jus listen to a concert by JJ.. Once again, i am touched by the songs..
haha.. also, SECRET by jay.. the movie roxx.. althou it had a kinda sad ending, i reli loved the part he played piano.. =)

haha.. so happy.. i finally have some idea on SALT - a chapter in chemistry..
I think i can manage to master the topic on CARBON COMPOUND soon..
hehehe... chemistry, here i come.. let me score pls..

Chem-'Mystery'...

2007-09-04T16:04:00.001+08:00

chemistry.. i seem to be forgetting all the knowledge on this sub..
i wonder y.. need to boost my knowledge on this!!
urgh.. frustrated..
y is evrything so confusing??? Wont all the question jus solved??
?_?
jus hope tat i can really master all the chapter b4 the exam!! :S

KeN's BloG

是我太猖狂？？

Is this life?

不眠之夜。。

U spin my head`~

世界变了？

random again.. haha

Welcome 2010

5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1..

random random

傻瓜。。 是我！！

emo?

Out Of da Blue

Random post from anonymous

Words of da Day

...

Life?

Lost?

Lost

Hope

Touching~

Something worth sharing...

i wonder..

nice one//

life..

Life?

all random

@#$%!$

阿桑

What's with life?!!!

If...

~WoW~

1234

...

RanDoM Post..~~~

last post of 2008

random...

魔杰座

《稻 香》 词：周杰伦 曲：周杰伦

What a day..

Quality test?

EmOo TeSt.. (O.o)

走火入魔 - 丁当+阿信

random

The Power of Love

Random

LoL! Unbelievable!

Because You Live

Tagged

Exam's coming... soon~~~~

SoMetHinG To ReMemBeR...

为你写诗 - 吴克群

CS over!!

random post

assignment

离开你才明白心碎的感觉。。。

Holiday~~!!

a ring + a book...

MIscOnCepTiOnZ

test!!!

new start in year 2008

last post in 2007

juz another post...

untitled...

sensible nite...

post no.4

happy b'day chloe

SPM... over..

...

post no.3

Graduation

lee hom

post no.2

Complicated - Avril Lavinge

High School Musical 2

搁浅

woooohooooooooooooooooo~~~~~~

HELP!!!!

wat shall i call this?? tag?

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

傻瓜。。是我！！

《稻香》词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦